Some Foot for Thought

28 08 2008

Olympics have come and gone and it was a great 2 weeks of distraction and celebration of the human spirit! Anti-China sentiments have turned up a notch, what with all the talk about underaged gymnasts, faked fireworks, hardcore training, and of course the Tibet issue. Newspapers are scary I tell you.

“daddy what is democracy? is it majority rules?”
“nope. its the majority thinking that they rule… haha!”

and in a similar vein, are newspapers presenting us a balanced view, or are we just seeing the perspectives that they want us to see? cos the way they put it, it seems like some people are always in the right.

“Power in defense of freedom is greater than power on behalf of tyranny and oppression.”
“If you’re not careful, the newspapers will have you hating the people who are being oppressed, and loving the people who are doing the oppressing.”
- malcolm x

a simple search on wikipedia about US and human rights will suffice.

sometimes i wonder if I am nothing but a sponge. alot of my opinions are koped frm my parents. haha. i want to get back my ability to think for myself instead of just memorising and absorbing other people’s opinions (if it existed in the first place) haha. sigh. i definitely felt more intellectually stimulated when i didnt have to mug so hard, and when questions mattered more than answers.

and as promised, some foot for thought…

hahahhaha (: heartfelt thanks to everyone who cares! <3
and i’m sorry its taking so long to heal, I really don’t like it too. haha. 1.25 months and still counting!





SINGfest!

8 08 2008

Singfest was fantastic but almost only because of Mraz (:

Okay here’s my review of everything before I forget (:

1. Pre-fest Mania

Poor wheelchair bound me got early entrance to the Stage 2 area! And so did my entourage of pris ong, shuning, sharan and simran :D we had to pangseh auyong and daryl who were way back at the end of the queue cos we didnt dare ask the organisers to let them in with us as well haha oops! but anyway the international stage still wasnt ready, so we just went to buy merchandise first and I got my fabulous Jason Mraz Cassette Tape Shirt, which Pris and Nigel also got, hooray for good taste! Haha unfortunately it is very small but I will lose weight to fit in it I promise. Simran got the Fond of Hats one which is also very cute. After an adventure at the toilet, we proceeded to the International Stage Area… and got in through the Artiste’s entrance which was ultimate cool. Unfortunately our pleasant day had to be marred by miscommunication. Stupid woman wouldn’t let all of us in, so Pris and Sharan had to go all the way back up to queue again and this time they were so far back they only got in mid-way through Stacie Oricco’s set.

Meanwhile, Simran, Shuning and I got started trying to find the best spot for my wheelchair and their mats. At first we were on the screen side, and the slope was so freaking steep my weak heart almost jumped out of my mouth when we tried to take pictures with the stage in the background. So we decided to cross over to the other side, where another wheelchair bound guy, Eugene, was sitting with his siblings. During this time, Rick Astley’s female backup was still doing her sound check! Shuning and Simran went to redeem their Nokia goodies while I chatted with Eugene about Day 1 and random stuff. After they came back we decided to move a bit forward and start spreading out our mats to chope space for the rest. And of course we had to camwhore! Fun stuff. Then after maybe half an hour at 3 plus they finally opened the doors and people started streaming in and running to the front of the stage. Soon the whole group of Humans people found us and started laying the many mats that they koped around and started getting ready for Stacie Orricoooo!

2. Stacie Orrico!
The only song I knew was More to Life but she kept everyone entertained with her energy and great vocals! And her dress was pretty :D sharan, pris and farina finally joined us and we had fun just sitting around enjoying the music. and sharan had to obsess about her figure haha. As she started playing her more popular songs, people started standing up and it got difficult for me to get a good view of what was going on. But nice humans people chased people away when they got too close and were always looking out to make sure they weren’t blocking me haha although the back of auyong’s head still features prominently in the videos I tried to take -.-

3. Jamie Scott!
Everyone didn’t really know him la. But he is good and he is cute! So I enjoyed myself :D

4. One Republic
My dear friends all pangsehed me to go mosh at this juncture. Although Sharan and Farina were nice enough to stay! <3 It was an entertaining act I guess but I’m not that crazy a fan.

5. Panic At the Disco
Technical errors blabla. The humans people returned to rest and sharan & ros left to mosh. My sis and her boyfriend found me! Don’t like this band much but all right la. couldnt wait for it to end though! Guess why? :D

6. Jason Mraz
YAYYYY!! DAMNN was I excited. Although all my friends pangsehed me here, family means no one gets left behind :D sister and her boyfriend were there to endure my craziness!!! And her boyfriend went to find me a plank to sit on so that I could look past the moshers and stare straight into my husband’s eyes. :D

they took super long to set up the whole thing and I was getting super excited and this angmoh guy kept tuning Jason’s guitar and cleaning it and I was so scared that it was Jason just that I could not recognize him from so far! Chatted a bit with the other Jason fans around me…

Lady #1: Aiya you sit down first! When he come I will SCREAM to let you know!
Me: No la I wanna see him come out!
Lady #2: Don’t worry don’t worry I can recognise him! He is my boyfriend you know!
Me: *death stare* Eh! he is my boyfriend also leh!
Lady #2: Haha! Aiya nevermind la, we share!
*laugh laugh*

Then Nigel calls me to ask if I would like him to carry me! Haha so nice right. But I decided that it was okay since I had my plank already!

So after chillin out a little more….
JASON ARRIVESSS!
AND BOY DOES HE KNOW HOW TO WORK A CROWD! everyone was standing up and so many people were squished into the area and trying to get as close to the stage as possible (none of the other bands so far had such a welcome reception!)

So he started with his intro song which was so fabulous…

and then it was The Remedy! loved that he did his power of how rap!

in the not too distant time ahead
there is a way to get it done
without leaving your bed
there is a way to go to work
by using your head
it’s the quirk of the network
of mind intent
just visualize
anything that you want
close your eyes
bring it up to the front
and realize
every sprout is a route to the power of how?
the power of now
the power to me
is like my own preamble
yes i’m known to ramble
wearing only my sandals
my declaration is warm
so handle it
desperation is a mambo
dance it

and then he went into Wonderwall before ending it off.

and then Make it Mine! The trumpets and stuff were all there which made it a very grand rendition

then it was Live high (:

and then Only Human when he kept pointing over to me cos I was over at the trees! Woots!

and then I’m Yours! this was the climax of the entire set and the entire concert man. Everyone was up on their feet dancing along and singing to every word. He had the crowd around his little finger :D He made us echo weird sounds and tried to make us whistle too but it was so hard to whistle so everyone cheered instead! hahaha. He went: “You’re cheating!” and tried to get us to whistle again but everyone was so into laughing and cheering that it also failed. Haha. So he went on to Three Little Birds! :D love it! and everyone was singing along and having the absolute TIME OF THEIR LIVES. I knew I had mine! so fantastic I tell you.

then I thought it was going to end cos it was so so perfect. (murpheys law) but omg he knew that I had been practicing for the concert and didn’t want my efforts to go to waste so he started the intro to Dynamo of Volition!! :D and I sang along to almost every word! whoohoo! and it was great cos he got everyone to do high fives and high tens whenever he was at the chorus.

and then it ended with Butterfly which was deliciously sexy. :D
and everyone didn’t want it to end! he was the first one and only one to really get an encore cos everyone was enjoying themselves so freaking much. the dj decided to interview him instead to persuade us to just let him go.. which in the end of course we had to cos we had to move on with the show. what the heck ):

7. Levi’s Fashion Show
Haha hot bods on show. Everyone took the chance to go for dinner and sit and rest but daryl and auyong had to stand (god knows why) and block my view of the cute dark haired boy ha ha although I was just living high from Jason’s set…

8. Rick Astley
Still high from Jason… this old man thinks he is very sexy so he cracks a lot of jokes in that vein. but he was really quite funny and entertaining. second best of the night! and soccer friends + pris came back so we had fun singing along :D especially to never gonna give you up! haha and he got lots of underwear thrown at him. I guess thats a thing our dads and mums used to do at concerts? haha.

9. Pussycat Dolls
Then everyone left again to mosh.
Wow. I HATED the Pussycat Dolls. They were disgusting to the max!
“Hey SINGAPORE! are you ready for some hot and freaky fun with us?”
“Are you all gonna buy our new album, Doll Domination?!”

oh gross save me from their whiny drippy voices. who the HELL says hot and freaky fun ?!
I was so pissed with them and the fact that they could get the same reception as Mraz cos he was GOOD WHOLESOME FUN while all the stupid dolls had to offer were their bodies. Ew. And I wasn’t the only one! Sis and Morten both sat and stoned through the entire performance with me, while I put on my sunglasses and prepared to take a nap. Stupid pulsating beats were the only way the PCD prevented me from escaping into dreamland with my Mrazmeries…

10. Alicia Keys
So subdued. Shes got a good voice and everything but she couldnt really work the crowd until she played her more popular songs. She had really enthu back up singers though haha. Her set was so longgg and draggyyyy to me. couldnt wait for her to sing no one cos thats the only song I know apart from If I Ain’t got you (she didnt even sing this!) people started coming back to rest from PCD moshing and I guess everyone was just so sian it wasn’t very much fun. but when she sang no one it was a great end to a great day! and everyone was singing along! (:

YAYY! then it was time to go home and poor morten had to push me across the grassy mess and up so many slopes to get to the taxi stand. and it was past midnight already! sigh.

what fun ! and all at the price of a pair of jeans + some!
sigh love it. shall remember it for life ! or at least until Mraz decides to come visit me again.. though I already told my dad that we must time our holidays so that we get to watch him in whatever country we’re going to.

WHEW what a long post (: shall add in the videos afterward. sorry mr se for slacking but this slacking was important for posterity’s sake!





Sinseh

30 07 2008

Haha okay so maybe this is getting a bit overkill cos I’m moping about so much here.

But my foot is damn pain lar.
But a good pain cos its a hopeful pain
and I can look forward to actually getting well in maybe 2 weeks?

Sinseh ftw.
“tong ah? tong jiu jiao lor. ke shi jiao ye mei yong, mei you ren ke yi jiu ni de”





Re: Provisions for the Disabled during SINGfest

30 07 2008

Hi everybody,

I would like to inquire about provisions for people with mobility problems at the SINGfest concert this Sunday.

There is a strong possibility that I will be wheelchair bound during the concert due to a leg injury that I sustained very recently, and I am wondering if there will be someplace where I can watch the concert without getting in the way of others, and yet not compromise on the experience that I have been anticipating with bated breath for the past few months.

When I called regarding this issue yesterday morning, I was told that I would just have to stay at the back where “it will be safer for me”. No doubt if I stand at the back I will find it very peaceful and safe, but does this mean that I should be looking forward to watching a crowd tower over me instead of seeing my favourite artiste live?

I have been an avid fan of Jason Mraz ever since I heard him on the radio, and I have been psyching myself up to attend a concert of his by downloading (over the past 2-3 years) all the bootleg that is available online so I would know how to sing along even if he sings unreleased songs like 0% Interest, Galaxy, Dreamlife of Rand McNally (which features Singapore), Gypsy MC and so on.

Hence, when I heard that he was on the line-up for SINGfest, I knew without a doubt that I had to go regardless of the cost, and so I have been scrimping and saving on recesses and lunches in order to beef up my very own “SINGfest Fund”. During intense preparation a week before the mid-year examinations, others fought against distractions from computer games and Facebook, but I fought to stop thinking of what I should wear to SINGfest. Ever since my exams ended, I have been practicing the verses of songs like The Dynamo of Volition so I would be able to keep up with his ability to sing 100-words-a-second if he decides to perform his fast and wordy songs.

As organisers of a music event, I think you should be able to empathise with how much this concert means to a fan like me, and how distraught I am at being offered such a suggestion. Firstly, it is unfair, and secondly, it is absolutely discriminatory against those who are less fortunate than the able-bodied population of mosh-ers. Already I have to be denied of the chance to let loose and jump around wildly with my friends and thousands of other fans, and now it seems like it will be difficult for me to even catch a glimpse of my favourite artiste in the flesh.

I really hope that there will be a way for you to work out a solution for me, especially because I am sure that SINGfest was never meant to be an exclusive and elitist event, but rather one that aims to bring together music fans across every music genre and social strata.

Looking forward to a successful SINGfest for both the organisers and all fans (regardless of race, language, religion and ability to walk),

Pan Ju Khuan





Cept I am not missing mraz for the world

28 07 2008

“And then I remembered SingFest and the treacherous Fort Canning Green slope and it was just too painful trying to remember all the acts that I’d miss so I just started spacing out.”





I hate you IHC

28 07 2008

I am freaking sad.

My ankle is not healing contrary to what I’ve been telling people and the swelling is not subsiding.

I am freaking sad.

I am freaking freaking sad.

:’(

Jason pls forgive me if I can only see you from 1 km away with my crutches firmly lodged into the muddy hilly ground of fort canning.

I am freaking freaking PISSED.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH





rawr

24 07 2008

well it wasn’t worth it.
I want to kick balls. someone’s especially.
and I would like to shove my crutches into their elite uncaring faces :D

haha anyway!
I LOVE LEI GRACE SITI JOANNE XUEWEI WEIXIAN GOHTIAN CHIAYING ZHUANGYI SAMYONG/NIGEL JOLENE RAECHELLE ETC ETC HAHA for helping me survive through today ! :D
from carrying my heavy bag to helping me buy lunch to traversing across school to find my lost uniform to sitting with me when I was alone to helping me open toilet doors and lining toilet seats (ahahha!) to chasing people out of lifts, and being so nice about it all! sorry about all the trouble I’m causing ><
and thanks everyone who asked after me today! love!

also thanks everyone who helped me when I fell yesterday! much love to vinna carmen weixian vidhya dean grace jolene gillian nats serene vera germs andrea jiangfan chenhoon sining adilah kaiyin nette jean for staying with me, helping me get around, keeping me entertained and safe! (:

and the teammates who actly treated me as a human/friend, i.e. gabling andre shanghui and ali. (:





Paint you pretty in gold

18 07 2008

you left your thumbprint inside me now
for months it seems
but mine only brushes your soft surface
and somehow it leaves me listless

My eleven oclock show never fails to make me cry ): Its one of the best Singaporean dramas I’ve seen!

Anyway. IHC season is here and I’m lovin it :D Waterfeste was fun! and MR got overall first, though we tied with MT. MT is my second favourite house so that works la (:

I love supporting! I think I am over enthu but its so uber fun (: nowadays I’m getting more and more heck care abt what people think. I came home with a zombie face (cos of the horrendous face paint which refused to be rubbed of even after I rubbed my face raw), after rejecting many offers of face wash tissue etc. and offers of a comb cos I think my hair looks cool uncombed. sigh. sometimes I think ppl are more embarrassed for me than I am for myself. haha.





“Cos you’re lookin so good in that Starbucks cup”

12 07 2008

A picture of a boy and a girl joined in music and in harmony





Celebrate the whole world!

10 07 2008